Yes, I am bisexual.
Well, even when I was younger, I’ve always thought of girls being cute, but I didn’t really think much of it because when I was younger, I just thought girls were only supposed to go with boys. & no other combination besides that. Then there came middle school, and I started to notice girls more, but I never wanted to admit to myself that I also found girls to be attractive. I still had “boyfriends” in middle school and had feelings for boys though. I tried to just push away these feelings and attraction I felt towards girls. I felt for them pretty much the same way as to guys. I was scared, and I thought something was wrong with me, that I wasn’t normal. I honestly didn’t even know of the term bisexual until I got to high school when I met this girl freshman year. She was also bi, and she was so open about it. I don’t know, I thought maybe I might be starting to be developing feelings for this girl because she was the first girl to ever really show attraction or affection towards me. I wanted to do more things with girls. There was this one night with band, we played truth or dare, we all ended up kissing each other. I ended up making out with at least four or five girls that night. I liked it, a lot. I liked how their long hair was flowing and the feeling of running my fingers through their hair as we makeout and stuff. I started developing feelings for this girl. It was weird, I didn’t want to tell her, even though it was obvious she had feelings for me. I was scared I guess. I had a boyfriend my freshman year, but for some reason I’d still kinda think about this girl. She ended up moving, then we never really spoke that much after. Anyways, I’d started talking to more girls, but I never told any of my friends about it. I was kind of embarrassed really. I never came out to anyone until my junior year. I really liked this girl, and we almost ended up getting together, but instead she ended up getting with a guy instead, plus it would have been an ldr thing :|
I don’t know, I just know I like both girls and guys. I recently was even starting to think I was falling for the first time for this one girl (my senior year). I just, like both guys and girls.
Sorry this was so long, but hopefully this explains?